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One of the purposes of mortal life is to prove to
God that we will keep His commandments when that
takes courage. We passed that test in the spirit
world. But a third of the hosts of heaven rebelled
against the proposal that they be tested in a
mortal existence where there was a risk that they
would fail.
Before we were born, we knew God the Father and
His Son, Jesus Christ, personally. We could see
Them and listen to Them as They taught and
encouraged us. Now a veil has been placed over our
minds and memories. Satan, the father of lies, has
an advantage because we must see the reality of
who we are through the eyes of faith, while our
bodies make us subject to carnal temptation and to
physical weakness.
We have great helps to give us courage in this
life. The greatest is the Atonement of Jesus
Christ. Because of what He did, sins can be washed
away in the waters of baptism. We can renew that
blessing when we partake of the sacrament in faith
and with a repentant heart.
Spiritual gifts are another help. We receive the
Spirit of *Email Blocked* gives us the power to
know when a choice before us would lead toward
eternal life. The scriptures are a sure guide when
we read them with the Holy Ghost as our
companion.
The Holy Ghost lets us express thanks and ask for
help in prayer with the clarity and confidence we
once enjoyed with our Heavenly Father and which we
will have when we return to Him. That
communication with God helps banish fear from our
hearts as it builds faith and love of Heavenly
Father and Jesus Christ.
The holy priesthood gives us courage in our
service. In its ordinances we receive power to
serve God’s children and to withstand the
influence of evil. When He calls us to serve, we
have this promise: “And whoso receiveth you,
there I will be also, for I will go before your
face. I will be on your right hand and on your
left, and my Spirit shall be in your hearts, and
mine angels round about you, to bear you up”
(D&C 84:88).
The Prophet Joseph Smith in his service had reason
to be fearful. But God gave him courage with this
assurance of the example of the Master:
“And if thou shouldst be cast into the pit, or
into the hands of murderers, and the sentence of
death passed upon thee; if thou be cast into the
deep; if the billowing surge conspire against
thee; if fierce winds become thine enemy; if the
heavens gather blackness, and all the elements
combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the
very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide
after thee, know thou, my son, that all these
things shall give thee experience, and shall be
for thy good.
“The Son of Man hath descended below them all.
Art thou greater than he?” (D&C
122:7–8).
God has given us more than enough help to banish
fear and give us courage, whatever we may face in
life. As we reach out for His help, He can lift us
toward that eternal life we seek.
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I have always longed to be like Nephi: strictly
obedient, extremely faithful, and deeply
spiritual. In my eyes Nephi was the supreme
example of goodness. Few things appealed to me
more than the thought of growing up to be just
like him—or at least beginning to possess even a
portion of his excellence.
One day I was having a mini crisis, caused by
feelings of inadequacy. I had such ambitions and
so many goals. But I just didn’t seem to be
getting anywhere. Through tears of hopelessness, I
expressed these feelings to my father. He promptly
stood up, walked over to the bookcase, and pulled
out one of his copies of the Book of Mormon.
Without saying a word, he opened it to 2 Nephi 4
and began reading verse 17.
Chills spread through my body like electricity as
I listened to these powerful words: “O wretched
man that I am!” My thoughts raced. How could
Nephi, my hero and example, say that he was
“wretched”? If he was wretched, what did that
make me?
Again, the electricity rushed through me as my
father read verse 28: “Awake, my soul! No longer
droop in sin.” It felt to me as though the dark
clouds in my mind had parted and cleared away to
reveal the warmth and splendor of an open blue sky
and bright sun. It is impossible to describe the
way this verse illuminated my soul. Few verses of
scripture have filled me with as much hope,
inspiration, and joy as this one did.
In verse 30, Nephi said exactly what I was
thinking, only in more eloquent words: “My soul
will rejoice in thee, my God, and the rock of my
salvation.” This verse brought with it feelings
of peace and gratitude for the Lord’s tender
mercy and love.
My dad closed the book and explained that these
verses are sometimes called Nephi’s psalm. He
then gently taught me that even the greatest
people on earth are imperfect, and these people
must recognize their imperfections or else they
would be prideful and, therefore, not great.
I understood. Just because I had weaknesses
didn’t mean I was incapable of becoming like
Nephi. Recognizing my weaknesses brought me closer
to the caliber of Nephi. Nephi was great because,
as well as being obedient and faithful, he was
humble and willing to admit his faults.
Ever since that experience, I have treasured these
words of Nephi. Each time I read them, I
experience the same thrills and inspirations as
the first time I read them. The verses sing out to
me that I am a daughter of God, capable of more
than I could ever imagine. I know that if I’m
faithful and press forward, untold blessings are
in store.
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