Hello. I have reached a point in my life when things seem to have dried up. The way I used to live just seems to bring me down now and I know there is something else out there that I need to find. My soul feels empty with my current life. I'm taking it slow and my family is urging me to give god another try. I love to talk about the church and would love to hear what poeple have to say about it. I've been away for so long I feel out of place coming back. I won't lie it feels real wierd to be there and not remember old songs I used to sing and things like that. lol. Oh well.

Wow.. Seems I don't do a lot anymore. I will admit I like to play video games. I also love to record. record anything. Music, sound for movies, noise in a busy place. I went to school for audio and I'm having a hard time finding a job that I can use my skills. blah blah blah. Same old story I guess. Maybe I should just work harder. I think I'm really good at wanting to work out too. I never really do though. I just think I will start soon and say to myself. Tomorrow I will get up and run. ... Then when I wake up it just never seems to work out right. hehehe. hmmmm. I really like Mixed Martial arts. It's like boxing combined with wrestling and Judo and maybe even a little TKD. Most poeple I know don't know really anything about it. So don't feel bad. uh. Thats enough for now I think.