Hello everyone!! Too keep it short and sweet (really pushing it) I was a young convert to the church,at the tender age of 12, the best thing that happened in my life...but, as I grew older, I was a bit outside the box. I was active and did my share of Temple work, held my callings with conviction. I married outside the church to my first husband, father of my 2 sons, 18 & 14...he passed away...well after our divorce. My second husband, was a chef, I loved not having to cook, but, now I'm much better for it, I learned alot..(I think I can cook pretty well) He fell into a way of life unsuitable for me, and that became my 2nd divorce. I then found what I believed was a smart, out going, well-adjusted, wonderful man...until things got a little rough, and he crashed into deep depression, leaving much on my soul wounded. I am still married to this man, but,without support, understanding, and we don't see eye to eye spiritually. I am afraid, I may have made many mistakes, in ingnoring what I have always known...I need to be with a stronger soul than mine, I have strong testimony, but I also have a hard head...God, gets such a kick out me. I am the smart , strong, funny, silly, gal, that keeps hitting the most challenging paths. I land on my feel everytime, but, WOW !!! How many more dumb choices are left? I am 41 and I have this idea of what I truely want from life,and I have made the decision to take the good path. So, as I am in the process of making that change of life....one of my shing moments come back to me, as the spiritual leader of a very small Branch in South Carolina and the on going ( APPROX.4 WEEKS) bickering between myself and the Sunday Teacher who insisted there can only be one true change of heart in a life time...She scared me, as I strongly stated my case that it is impossible to have only one change of heart in a life time, it defeats the whole point of Christ dying for us, so that we can repent.
This is only a very small part of the depth of my soul. I hope I may find someone who can be as understanding and forgiving. I am a firm believer that Plan is beyound perfect, :without sin, we can never know repent, forgivness and humility. God, knows exactly what He is doing...and for that I am grateful that there are more that one change of hearts available.
I am looking to strengthen my soul with helpmfrom others, I am not confused in my direction. I am looking forward to meeting new folks, perhaps like me. And see where this may take me.

I am a hard working woman, I have my own Commercial cleaning business and I am an Office Manager for a Gov't General Contractor, and another business for a Plumbing Contractor. I am learning as much as I can as my goal is to stop being the
E and S and be the B and I ( Robert Kiyosaki) I am an avid reader on the subjects that finacially edgucate me. I want to be in a better position to give, help and change things for those who truely just need a break. Another story: Larry a guy I worked with when I was in Orlando, right after high school, I was young and naive, and I grew up real fast through an experiences of moving in with a girl and not knowng that signing a lease is for my protection, she changed the locks and I lost everything, down to my class ring (can't imagine what she wanted it for) After it was all said and done and the police sent me on my way with my hard learned lesson, I asked Larry, How will I ever repay you for all you have done for me. and some of the most profound words were said to me " Promise me that you will do the same for someone in need as you were, even if it is not going to be easy for you, and that is thanks enough for me."