I am a 47 year old single mother of 6, 3 girls and 3 boys, 4 living. My twin girls died eight hours after birth, I look forward to one day seeing them again and rasing them on the other side as long as I live worthy here on Earth.

I love the sound of the wind, the rain, And the smell after the rain, And I like Thunder and lighting. Sunsets and moon light walks, romantic dinners by candlelight. The Stars, the clouds and Sunny days, the laughter and joy of a child at any age. I have laughter and I have tears, I have ups and I have downs and I fall short in many areas of my life, but strive to work on them every day. I have a loving Heavenly Father that I strive very hard to grow closer to everyday, for without him I would not have come as far as I have. I find evidence of miracles of his love all around me. I love my Heavenly Father and the Gospel with all my heart. Some nights I cry myself to sleep for I wonder if there were more that I could have done that day to help my family, friends or others who struggles with everyday life. I learned from a friend that the best way to know and love anyone better is to know and love Christ first. I try to keep a journal of my life. I am working on it I really am. I Love to be funny, I love to laugh and I have a great love for life its self!

I Love My Children With All my heart, There are
challenges at times with my youngest son, I wonder at times if I am falling Short as a mother. He has A.D.H.D and bipolar and I never know when he is going to explode and go out of control and I don't know if I should even try to pursue any relationship with any man when there are times in my life everything is so upside down, those are the times I really have to draw closer to God and have him help me to get through all this and I do. And when it is over and I look at my son and I hold him and hug him, and I tell him I love him, With tears of joy in my eyes I Thank God for this little soul that he has blessed me with and trusted me with to take care of. I am honered that God Chose me to bring this special spirit into the world. Most of the time he is so sweet and so kind and so loving, he would give anyone anything even the shirt off his back, or if he sees someone hungry he will even give them half or all his food. He has done that at home and also school. And when he was baptized, out of all my children he was the only one who grabbed my hand and said come on mom lets go up there and bare our testimony. He has so many challenges in his young life, yet he is so amazing, any one who meets him can not help but love him especially when they see how hard he struggles. I am blessed with all these wonderful Children and I sometimes wonder why I was given these such wonderful gifts of life, when I fall short in so many areas of my life, and then I Thank my Heavenly Father again for trusting me to care for these Wonderful special Spirits that I have. My life would not be complete without them. And I thank my Heavenly Father for giving me this wonderful life even with the ups and downs I wouldn't change or trade it because I would not be the the Strong Independent person I am today. Life is good. And I can smile a lot even on the darkest cloudy days.

I like most sports, I love most animals, camping, caving, Boating, hiking, walking, fishing, 4-wheeling, flower gardens, gardening and anythig to do with the outdoors. I also like most Music, Arts and Crafts. Reading, writing, poems, family history, scrap booking, sewing, needlepoint, etc.