I cant even believe that I am doing this. Here goes. I am 45 years old and have been divorced for about 2 years. So here I am after 17 years of marriage at square one again. I really feel like I'm out of my league here. My life isn't glamorous, and neither am I. I am a Nebraska girl born and bred. I work at a pork processing plant. I have been there about 18 years. I love what I do and I adore the people I work with. I am where I am in life because of bad decisions in my past. I was pregnant and not married when I was 21. I tried to go to college but quit due to behavior problems with my son. I put him ahead of my goals. I figured my first priority was to him. I don't regret that decision. I am quite a different girl now. I am active in church . I cant even begin to tell you how much the Gospel means in my life. I dont know where I would be without a loving Heavenly Father. I love Him so much. I am also so grateful for the love of my Savior. I guess this will suffice for now.
Oh, I will add that I am in the midst of adopting my biological granddaughter. she is four and the love of my life. If you would be interested in maybe getting to know me better, thats something that I want known right up front. I desire to find my eternal companion, and have Cheri (my soon to be adopted daughter) sealed with us in the Temple for time and all eternity. I love a good sense of humor. I love to laugh out loud. I love to joke around. I love my ward. I am the district visiting teaching supervisor. I am so grateful for the opportunity that I have to go and partake of the Sacrament every week, and renew the covenants that I made. OK, I better stop before this turns into a testimony meeting!

I love doing genealogy and going to the Temple and doing the work for my ancestors. I love sitting quietly in the Celestial room and soaking in the Spirit. I love reading the Book of Mormon, along with other books from church authors. I LOVE reading about the last days! It scares me, but I would rather know whats coming than not. I love books on preparedness. My sister and I are working together on our food storage and supplies, but I believe time is so short, I don't know if we can accomplish all we want to accomplish. If you ever want to discuss the TEOTWAWKI (the end of the world as we know it) then please write. I would also like to make friends on this site. If you just want to be friends, then lets be friends. If I meet my prince on this site, that would be great.....If I don't, life will go on. I'm far from desperate, just lonely. I would love someone to maybe just be pen pals with.